Norbert's Visit Dillema

Ok, so going to Norbert's was good...and bad. I ended up going home with this girl on Saturday night. Now that's not inherently bad in itself, but it made me think a lot, and that is bad. I've known this girl for a long time, before I even went to college, and it just all seemed so weird. I always thought she was really cool, but she had a boyfriend for ever. I found out this last weekend that they had broken up about 5 months ago. I haven't seen this girl for a long time so I didn't know. Nothing really happened, but I think it was the thought behind the whole thing that got me thinking. The night went really well, and everything was pretty perfect. Then I had to leave. The very next day I have to leave to come back to Minnesota and she's still at school. It's not that I thought anything was really going to happen, but it's simply the principle of the matter. And while thinking about that principle, it made me think of a lot of other things. Namely that there really isn't much good relationship material out there. The more women I meet, the more women I find would be good dates, but very few would be the kind of person I'd want to really get serious with. And this is what really bothers me. Though perhaps in the end it's a good thing. Once I do find someone that is what I really want, I know they'll be pretty special, and that's never a bad thing. So maybe this whole thing wasn't so weird afterall.