It's amazing what a few good talks can do for a person. I talked with Nicole last night and she's probably got more to deal with than I do right now. Sometimes, when you know that someone else is going through a tough time in life, things don't seem to be so bad. Then I got email from Bob, and it was encouraging. I don't know why I can't do well when people question me. You'd think that'd be the time when I'd do everything to prove them wrong, but it stops me in my tracks. The flip side is that it's amazing what I can do if people say what I'm doing rocks (even if it's not the full truth). Sometimes I wonder if it's because I'm to dependent on people, and araid of rejection. Life would be a lot easier if I just went about my day and what people thought didn't matter. Of course, then I wouldn't be who I am. Well, like my old supervisor at the bank used to say when something was going wrong there, "Day by day."