I think I'm slowly getting the hang of what life in the real world is actually like. I've never been one to go out and show everyone all the things I can do or talk myself up, and I wonder if that is hurting me in the end. There's a lot I'd like to do and know, I just get confused at times with where to start, and what to do. I think the main reason is my fear of failure. When I do something and put a lot of time into it, I want it to be the best, and it's hard when people think that it sucks. This is especially true with graphic design where it's impossible to please everyone. This is why I don't tell people about the stuff I do, like this site, because I fear people won't think it's good, or that they'll just pass it by like so many other sites that get surfed through on the web. I just let people find it by themselves and let them make their own judgements. I wish I was better at selling myself like my friend Rob, who could probably talk an eskimo into buying and icebox, but perhaps that's just not how I work, and it could possibly be my biggest downfall.